I feel your pain,m bro... three weeks ago I had to put my sheprador of 14 years down... even worse had to do it myself... I bawled like a baby for DAYS!!!
Reloading ammo *IS* harder than my job at work!!! HAHAHAHA AND... YES!!! Reloading is FUN!! so it MUST be a day off... If it wasnt a day off... you wouldnt have any ammo loaded!!!